bumper cars in my brain

my head is so full it hurts. thoughts are swimming around and crashing into each other today. it's like bumper cars in my brain. ouch! my stress level is too high and i'm sure that's part of my back pain problem. i'm having one of those "when it rains, it pours" kind of weeks.

i can't even sleep with all the turmoil. when i'm not thrashing around, my dreams are very strange. my mind is trying to process through all i can't handle during waking hours, i think. too much.

also our fish died this morning. his name was Le'et - Ukrainian for ice. he was about 3 years old.

on a positive note, my lia sophia jewelry order came in. that was exciting. i have lots of pretty jewelry to distribute. if you ordered from my party, let me know how you want to schedule pick up or drop off.

my house smells great this morning b/c of the church baking i've done. that's nice too. :) Mmmmm - pumpkin spice cake and pb brownies!

and i have a shushi lunch date. (i guess it's not all bad.)

sorry to be such a downer. things will get better.